I am a creature of habit. Since I have started line dancing I have parked in the same parking spot.
I park WAY in the back.
I realized as I was pulling in tonight that all the spots in front are open. They are usually open. And, yet I park WAY in the back of the lot.
I realized in that moment I didn’t feel comfortable parking up front because I felt like those spots were special. For people who were cool.
I didn’t feel deserving of close parking.
It is amazing the self worth issues I’m encountering now that I am on this journey of badass-ness.
You know I took my close parking spot. No more of this nonsense. No more assuming I am less than others.
Now I am sitting in the bar waiting for lessons to start. I am filled with positive energy and excitement. I am learning a new dance tonight I’ve been waiting to learn for a long time.
When it is empty, I realize a dance floor is a blank canvas. Every step I take on it, a brush stroke. Every dance, a masterpiece. I am glad to see I am starting to treat the rest of my life the same way.